I thought

It was a huge gathering of close ones. Started on just end of first fortnight of previous month events are truing me from an untidy bachelor to a clean-cut bachelor. No, this does not mean I square away things. I don’t know how to do that as I am gifted by god and it will take seasons to overcome it. But I started observing people’s statements, behavior and body language for me as wet- behind- ear- kid. Being younger to many of my siblings I was not being felt.
I categorize them into three category, one who are most elder, other in there middle aged and one who started life wither spouse , take few year back dated from now. All are well settled and ready to take on challenges of life together. There is another category but in this flow it would be an interruption to include them.
You grow like a tree, personification. As you grow older and older you start giving shadow to one around you, but it also points others sinewy. On the same soil collective group of trees never share shadow. Two shadows will never make the ground cold but it would be much hotter than it was exposed.
I am getting realized of the area I need to cover, shadow I need to share and sinewy. My three categories are there among these trees somewhere. You can’t see them by looking. you will have to touch the ground and feel the heat.
Things are burning, deep jungle assumed cool from outside is actually raising the temperature. I am growing old but clean-cut bachelor. I know my limits and will definitely try not to heat the soil. At last there should be someone who is not adding the damage.